HOW CAN YOU MEND A BROKEN HEART

today i talking with my priest
he is around.. um.. perhaps 48 years old
not so old but no longer young :p
i tell him all my problems... i cried my heart out loud ......
waaaaa but it's works...
my heart feel better now :D

he gave me some advise.. and also many many bible advise
phew
but... the best think he gave is a song.. he sent me a song from his mobile
this is the song (OLD SONG)


I can think of younger days when living for my life
Was everything a man could want to do.
I could never see tomorrow,I was never told about the sorrow.

And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again.

I can still feel the breeze that rustles through the trees
And misty memories of days gone by
We could never see tomorrow, noone said a word about the sorrow.

And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again.







DAMMIT
he makes me cry again LOL

LESSON

today...i got my new lesson from my friend
i told him everything
about my feelings towards you
i know you wouldn't like it
but i need someone who understand my feelings

and thanks to him now i realize
i shouldnt force my feelings towards you
shouldnt force you to accept my feelings

im sorry for being stubborn and childish
i should grow up, shouldnt i? :D
how ever i will turn into 21 this year...

so thats why...
i wish u all the best for you
take care and be happy in your life

i wish we can be a friend like before

but i need TIME
sound cliche isnt it? but i really mean it this time
i need time to recover from my broken heart
i need time to mend my broken heart
i need time to get rid from my feelings to you
i hope you can wait for me... for your friend

maybe im not the right for you
but i wish... in our next life time... we can be a cute couple :p

i bit my farewell for now
coz we will meet again soon ^^

love you :D

PEDIH

this is just another damn song which is very very describing my feelings

Engkau yang sedang patah hati
Menangislah dan jangan ragu ungkapkan
Betapa pedih hati yang tersakiti
Racun yang membunuhmu secara perlahan

Engkau yang saat ini pilu
Betapa menanggung beban kepedihan
Tumpahkan sakit itu dalam tangismu
Yang menusuk relung hati yang paling dalam

Hanya diri sendiri
Yang tak mungkin orang lain akan mengerti
Di sini ku temani kau dalam tangismu
Bila air mata dapat cairkan hati
Kan ku cabut duri pedih dalam hatimu
Agar kulihat, senyum di tidurmu malam nanti
Anggaplah semua ini
Satu langkah dewasakan diri
Dan tak terpungkiri
Juga bagi...

Engkau yang hatinya terluka
Di peluk nestapa tersapu derita
Seiring saat keringnya air mata
Tak mampu menahan pedih yang tak ada habisnya

Hanya diri sendiri
Yang tak mungkin orang lain akan mengerti
Di sini ku temani kau dalam tangismu
Bila air mata dapat cairkan hati
Kan ku cabut duri pedih dalam hatimu
Agar kulihat, senyum di tidurmu malam nanti
Anggaplah semua ini
Satu langkah dewasakan diri
Dan tak terpungkiri
Juga bagi..mu...

YESTERDAY

no.. its not about a song titled yesterday...
but.. yesterday also the hardest day in my life
i just wanna share my happiness with you but u got it wrong
NO. I NEVER ASK U TO COME TO MY PLACE like my friend did
i know i no longer SOMEONE SPECIAL for you
even when i still.. i never ask u to come rite?
i just wanna tell u that an online relationship can be happened in real too
but as u know, you are really affected me
only ONE SENTENCE from you can crushed my world
and u DID

when you say.... I HOPE YOU CAN FOUND SOMEONE LIKE HIM... a single tears run down on my cheek
no.. not only single tears... IM CRYING FOR HEAVEN SAKE
do u know why i cry? COZ I DONT WANT OTHER MAN.. I JUST WANT YOU IN MY LIFE
and u throw me away like that? ITS SO HURTS ME ... BADLY

after uncountable tears, i start loosing my control
you make me going crazy....
i feel like my heart going to explode... thats why i telling you what i feel yesterday
and again... YOU GOT IT WRONG


you said you gonna go from my life... think about it.. please....
do you think i can life without you?
i already tried... to get you out of my mind but i always faild and end up falling for you even more
now .. tell me what should i do
everytime i ask you, you always said you dont know...
i just need ONE SENTENCE from you...
answer me... with all your honestly
am i still have a place in your heart?


im waiting ... for your answer 

UNTITLED

today is the hardest day in my office XD
why? coz my seniors are torture me with songs ... broken heart song to be exact DX
do they do this on purpose? NO
lol

one of the song that really makes me cry (inside me.. not in real XD) is a song with title : UNTITLE XD

this is a part of the lyrics :


maybe its me who have to understand
if im not the one that u want
is it a sin
if its you who conquere my heart?

will i be in ur heart? do u missed me?
do i hv a part in your heart?
do i disturb your day? may be u dont want me around
do i hv a part in your heart?


why i cant have your love?
is it a sin if its you who in my heart?


DAMN.......
why that song really touch my heart?
HEEEEEEEELPPPPPPPPPPPP

THE OWNER OF MY HEART

i cant sleep last night... so i decide to listening to a song...
but damn ... my ipod and my mp3 player is run of battery lol they hates me :D
poor me
so i decide to listening to radio (im so old lol)
but... even my radio hates me :D
the song... makes me cry T_______________T hell im a crybaby for heaven sake

here is some parts of the song lyrics:

dont want to give up... but not give up
try to forget .. but i stay still
you are the best.. will always be the best
what can i do to have you?
you are the best.. will always be the best
what should i do to show you?
you are the owner of my heart

maybe with the dream
i can try to give
i want to be happy but im not happy
i want to be loved .. but im not


YOU ARE THE OWNER OF MY HEART

how do i live without you

today i listen to that song...
HOW DO I LIVE WITHOUT YOU .....
without i realise... a single tears run down on my cheek

i wonder....
how could i cry ....
maybe it coz ... i feel ot.. the same with my conditions now

i always thinking every nite since that fateful day ... (when he broke me up)
can i move on? will i move on?
its sucks DX
and i decide to change... to show him that i can be the girl that he wants

many ppl said im stupid
why i hv to change... i should be with the one who can accpet me the way i am ....
but i dont care with what they say ...
they just say crap XDDDDDD

what ever they say.. i dont mind
as long i can be with you again.. once more time....
i will do anything... even i hv to sacrifies my life (my habit and so on XD)


How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?