For you .... the one who i love the most
im teribbly sorry for every mistake that i did n make u mad at me
im sorry
i keep jealous.. curious... and had negative thinking
coz i still feel traumatixe coz of my past
i know its not good to talk about my past
but believe me.. im too love u until i feel afraid i might lose you to other person who better than me
its not that im no confident, i just realize my ability
i also apologize for cant be calm in facing our problems
my brain talk faster than my heart
i merely a human.. unperfect.. and keep doing mistake. cant control my emotion. but i will try to change.. i know u already sick of me.. but i wont give up... ^^ just to prove to u that i can change....
i will change. into the better me... my old self.. when we first met on my very first account.. just wait and see. i wont let you down. coz i will make u proud of me. remember that my love, u can take my promise
Sabtu, 21 Mei 2011
SMILE WITHOUT ME (RANT 3)
today im taling with my brother, about my promises to him....
he told me to not give up and of course i wont give up until.... my brother said...
and after that im cry....
please God... why im such a crybaby T^T
he told me to not give up and of course i wont give up until.... my brother said...
dont give up and if u decided to keep ur feeling only for him,prepare urself if someday u see he can smile without u
and after that im cry....
please God... why im such a crybaby T^T
Jumat, 20 Mei 2011
CINTA & BENCI
bagaimana cara membuatmu bahagia
nyaris ku menyerah jalani semua
tlah berbagai kata ku ungkap percuma
agar kau percaya cintaku berharga
tak kuat ku menahanmu, mempertahankan cintaku
namun kau begitu saja, tak pernah merindu
sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
membenci dirimu, sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sulit untuk ku bisa, sangat sulit ku tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci yang ku rasa
apa kau mengerti ku sedih sendiri
tanpa ada kamu ku merasa sepi
tlah lama ku menantimu, diam sendiri menunggu
setengah hati mencinta, ku sakit karenamu
woo ooo ku sakit karenamu
sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
membenci dirimu, sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sulit untuk ku bisa, sangat sulit ku tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci
sungguh aku tak bisa membenci dirimu
sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci ooo
cinta dan benci ooo yang ku rasa
nyaris ku menyerah jalani semua
tlah berbagai kata ku ungkap percuma
agar kau percaya cintaku berharga
tak kuat ku menahanmu, mempertahankan cintaku
namun kau begitu saja, tak pernah merindu
sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
membenci dirimu, sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sulit untuk ku bisa, sangat sulit ku tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci yang ku rasa
apa kau mengerti ku sedih sendiri
tanpa ada kamu ku merasa sepi
tlah lama ku menantimu, diam sendiri menunggu
setengah hati mencinta, ku sakit karenamu
woo ooo ku sakit karenamu
sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
membenci dirimu, sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sulit untuk ku bisa, sangat sulit ku tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci
sungguh aku tak bisa membenci dirimu
sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci ooo
cinta dan benci ooo yang ku rasa
HAPPINESS (RANT 2 )
my happines is when i can talk with you
share all what i feel in my heart
telling you all what i have in mymind
see u smile, your laugh always makes me content
but since that fateful night
you left me
you never smile... you n ever laugh... sincenery
i wanna talking to you
listeing to your problems and solve it together
share your burden with me coz you wont ever be a burden for me
i wanna talking to you
but since u dont feel like talking with me, all i can do just cry here.. alone... empty.. numb... hollow
am i not deserve a piece of happiness?
i'm asking you
your heart... am i not deserve it?
share all what i feel in my heart
telling you all what i have in mymind
see u smile, your laugh always makes me content
but since that fateful night
you left me
you never smile... you n ever laugh... sincenery
i wanna talking to you
listeing to your problems and solve it together
share your burden with me coz you wont ever be a burden for me
i wanna talking to you
but since u dont feel like talking with me, all i can do just cry here.. alone... empty.. numb... hollow
am i not deserve a piece of happiness?
i'm asking you
your heart... am i not deserve it?
AITAI ( I WANT TO MEET YOU )
| Hey, I want to meet you right now The plain text that hides the truth Is always never delivered To your heart You were always by my side You always laughed with me Yes, you're always my friend No matter how far apart we are This heart that thinks of you Becomes pained the more I wish Now, like that day Don't tell me that you can't laugh Hey, I want to meet you right now The plain text that hides the truth Is always never delivered To your heart I want to meet you meet you Tell me "I like you" like that day Even if it isn't delivered To your heart I want to stay by your side I want to always laugh with you Yes, always my friend No matter how far apart we are This heart that thinks of you Becomes pained the more I wish Now, like that day Don't tell me that you can't laugh Hey, I want to meet you from now on Even though I gather up courage and send you This message, it'll never, like always, Be delivered to your heart I want to meet you meet you Tell me "I like you" like that day Even if it isn't delivered To your heart Even though many sleepless nights pass by, "I want to meet you" this heart Isn't gone yet Hey, I want to meet you right now The plain text that hides the truth Is always never delivered To your heart I want to meet you meet you The "I like you" we exchanged that day Will always be felt Inside my heart Even if it's not delivered, I'll feel it | ||
Rabu, 18 Mei 2011
Stay Close Don't Go
I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
is it half empty of our wins or have i ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
but look through that
and you will see,
I'll do better, I know,
Baby, I can do better.
If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.
Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing,
amazed how I somehow managed to
sweep you off your feet boy,
your perfect little feet boy
I took for granted what you do.
But I'll do better, I know
Baby, I can do better.
If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.
And don't you know my heart is open, oh,
it's putting up the fight,
and I've got this feeling,
that everything's alright,
and don't you see,
I'm not the only one for you
but you're the only one for me.
If you leave me tonight I'll wake up alone,
(stay)If you leave me tonight,
(close) I'll wake up alone,
(don't)don't tell me I will
(go)make it on my own,
(stay)don't leave me tonight,
(close)this heart of stone
(don't) will sing till it dies
(go)if you leave me tonight.
Don't leave me tonight
is it half empty of our wins or have i ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
but look through that
and you will see,
I'll do better, I know,
Baby, I can do better.
If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.
Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing,
amazed how I somehow managed to
sweep you off your feet boy,
your perfect little feet boy
I took for granted what you do.
But I'll do better, I know
Baby, I can do better.
If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.
And don't you know my heart is open, oh,
it's putting up the fight,
and I've got this feeling,
that everything's alright,
and don't you see,
I'm not the only one for you
but you're the only one for me.
If you leave me tonight I'll wake up alone,
(stay)If you leave me tonight,
(close) I'll wake up alone,
(don't)don't tell me I will
(go)make it on my own,
(stay)don't leave me tonight,
(close)this heart of stone
(don't) will sing till it dies
(go)if you leave me tonight.
Don't leave me tonight
RANT
watch out your mouth... thinking before talking
thats some things that i learn when he broke me up
control ur emotion ... coz u will regret it later
that all i can say to u guys
learning from my experience.... its true...
why regret always come in the end?
its a rethorical question which we already know the answer
why? becore if u already know you will regret after doing something, you wont do it
thats some things that i learn when he broke me up
control ur emotion ... coz u will regret it later
that all i can say to u guys
learning from my experience.... its true...
why regret always come in the end?
its a rethorical question which we already know the answer
why? becore if u already know you will regret after doing something, you wont do it
ROMANCE JEALOUSY
WHAT IS ROMANCE JEALOUSY?
Romantic jealousy can be experienced in long term or short term relationships. One partner can feel the emotion of jealousy arise if the other partner is paying more attention or time with someone else. To lose services from one partner and have their attention directed towards someone else does not have to be in a romantic way. One partner could be spending more time with a friend that no romantic feelings could ever develope
-source wikipedia-
isnt that usual?
we are human... can feel it rite?
is it wrong to feel jealousy?
isnt one of our kind of care?
Romantic jealousy can be experienced in long term or short term relationships. One partner can feel the emotion of jealousy arise if the other partner is paying more attention or time with someone else. To lose services from one partner and have their attention directed towards someone else does not have to be in a romantic way. One partner could be spending more time with a friend that no romantic feelings could ever develope
-source wikipedia-
isnt that usual?
we are human... can feel it rite?
is it wrong to feel jealousy?
isnt one of our kind of care?
Jealousy
WHAT
Jealousy is a secondary emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values, particularly in reference to a human connection
-source : wikipedia-
WHEN?
Jealousy is a familiar experience in human relationships. It has been observed in infants five months and older. Some claim that jealousy is seen in every culture; however, others claim jealousy is a culture-specific phenomenon
-source : wikipedia-
WHY?
Romantic jealousy can be expressed in six antecedent factors. 1.sociobiological factors 2. cultural and historical factors 3. personality factors 4. relational factors 5. Situational factors and Strategic factors. Sociobiological factors deal with reproductive strategies. For males they can only ensure paternity by restricting the access or involvement of other males. Females are more inclined to find resources in a males to be more important than actual reproductive oppuranties. Males used the following tactics more than females; a. resource display b. mate concealment c. submission and debasement d. intersexual threats and violence. For cultural and historical factors males and females have similar states of emotions of jealousy as sociobiological factors. Personality Factors include a third party threat that in stores jealousy in both males and females . Personality factors also vary based on love styles. Relational factors as well as emotional factors have been found to vary on comparison levels of commitment to the relationship as well as investment and the level of alternatives in the relationship. Situational factors include critical events that may endorse jealousy in both males and females. Situational factors are very common and can be easily stimulated
-source : wikipedia-
Jealousy is a secondary emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values, particularly in reference to a human connection
-source : wikipedia-
WHEN?
Jealousy is a familiar experience in human relationships. It has been observed in infants five months and older. Some claim that jealousy is seen in every culture; however, others claim jealousy is a culture-specific phenomenon
-source : wikipedia-
WHY?
Romantic jealousy can be expressed in six antecedent factors. 1.sociobiological factors 2. cultural and historical factors 3. personality factors 4. relational factors 5. Situational factors and Strategic factors. Sociobiological factors deal with reproductive strategies. For males they can only ensure paternity by restricting the access or involvement of other males. Females are more inclined to find resources in a males to be more important than actual reproductive oppuranties. Males used the following tactics more than females; a. resource display b. mate concealment c. submission and debasement d. intersexual threats and violence. For cultural and historical factors males and females have similar states of emotions of jealousy as sociobiological factors. Personality Factors include a third party threat that in stores jealousy in both males and females . Personality factors also vary based on love styles. Relational factors as well as emotional factors have been found to vary on comparison levels of commitment to the relationship as well as investment and the level of alternatives in the relationship. Situational factors include critical events that may endorse jealousy in both males and females. Situational factors are very common and can be easily stimulated
-source : wikipedia-
Possesive
is it wrong to be possesive?
thats my big question... does anybody wants to answer it?
its a rethorical question i think
some of them said its fine to be possesive...
its a human thingy...
it means you care and dont want to lose something that important to you
some of them said its not ok to be possesive
its not good...
so... does anybody can answer me ?
thats my big question... does anybody wants to answer it?
its a rethorical question i think
some of them said its fine to be possesive...
its a human thingy...
it means you care and dont want to lose something that important to you
some of them said its not ok to be possesive
its not good...
so... does anybody can answer me ?
SAAT BAHAGIA
saat bahagiaku duduk berdua denganmu
hanyalah bersamamu
mungkin aku terlanjur
tak sanggup jauh dari dirimu
ku ingin engkau selalu
tuk jadi milikku
ku ingin engkau mampu
ku ingin engkau selalu bisa
temani diriku sampai akhir hayatmu
meskipun itu hanya terucap
dari mulutmu oooh dari dirimu
yang terlanjur mampu bahagiakan aku
hingga ujung waktu selalu
seribu jalan pun ku nanti
bila berdua dengan dirimu melangkah bersamamu
ku yakin tak ada satu pun
yang mampu merubah rasaku untukmu
ku ingin engkau selalu
tuk jadi milikku
ku ingin engkau mampu
ku ingin engkau selalu bisa
temani diriku sampai akhir hayatmu
meskipun itu hanya terucap
dari mulutmu oooh dari dirimu
yang terlanjur mampu bahagiakan aku
hingga ujung waktu selalu
mungkin aku terlanjur
tak sanggup jauh dari dirimu
ku ingin engkau selalu
jadikan aku
ku ingin engkau mampu
ku ingin engkau selalu bisa
temani diriku sampai akhir hayatmu
meskipun itu hanya terucap
dari mulutmu oooh dari dirimu
yang terlanjur mampu bahagiakan aku
hingga ujung waktu selalu
hanyalah bersamamu
mungkin aku terlanjur
tak sanggup jauh dari dirimu
ku ingin engkau selalu
tuk jadi milikku
ku ingin engkau mampu
ku ingin engkau selalu bisa
temani diriku sampai akhir hayatmu
meskipun itu hanya terucap
dari mulutmu oooh dari dirimu
yang terlanjur mampu bahagiakan aku
hingga ujung waktu selalu
seribu jalan pun ku nanti
bila berdua dengan dirimu melangkah bersamamu
ku yakin tak ada satu pun
yang mampu merubah rasaku untukmu
ku ingin engkau selalu
tuk jadi milikku
ku ingin engkau mampu
ku ingin engkau selalu bisa
temani diriku sampai akhir hayatmu
meskipun itu hanya terucap
dari mulutmu oooh dari dirimu
yang terlanjur mampu bahagiakan aku
hingga ujung waktu selalu
mungkin aku terlanjur
tak sanggup jauh dari dirimu
ku ingin engkau selalu
jadikan aku
ku ingin engkau mampu
ku ingin engkau selalu bisa
temani diriku sampai akhir hayatmu
meskipun itu hanya terucap
dari mulutmu oooh dari dirimu
yang terlanjur mampu bahagiakan aku
hingga ujung waktu selalu
INTRO
i never know i will make new blog...
i hate it
why?
NEW BLOG = BROKEN HEART
i wish i never make new blog anymore since i found someone who i thought my last love :(
but thanks to my stupidness... here i am with my 2nd blog :)
hope you enjoy it
ps : for everybody who enjoy this, you are very cruel XD
for you who broke my heart... i hope you read this :D
i hate it
why?
NEW BLOG = BROKEN HEART
i wish i never make new blog anymore since i found someone who i thought my last love :(
but thanks to my stupidness... here i am with my 2nd blog :)
hope you enjoy it
ps : for everybody who enjoy this, you are very cruel XD
for you who broke my heart... i hope you read this :D
I STILL LOVE YOU
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