APOLOGISE & PLEAD

For you .... the one who i love the most

im teribbly sorry for every mistake that i did n make u mad at me
im sorry

i keep jealous.. curious... and had negative thinking
coz i still feel traumatixe coz of my past

i know its not good to talk about my past
but believe me.. im too love u until i feel afraid i might lose you to other person who better than me

its not that im no confident, i just realize my ability

i also apologize for cant be calm in facing our problems
my brain talk faster than my heart

i merely a human.. unperfect.. and keep doing mistake. cant control my emotion. but i will try to change.. i know u already sick of me.. but i wont give up... ^^ just to prove to u that i can change....

i will change. into the better me... my old self.. when we first met on my very first account.. just wait and see. i wont let you down. coz i will make u proud of me. remember that my love, u can take my promise